Writings and Poems of Franz

 People often see me as cheerful, soft-hearted, and stupid/ somehow ignorant (maybe I truly am).  I would say I am not. I am a very serious person. I am arrogant. I am stupid in a way that I am perfectionist that I ask multiple questions most of the time repeatedly to build my trust to any subject.  I set boundaries. I am brutally honest person. I have difficulties to say no sometimes but if I do, it won't be unapologetic. I love being misunderstood. I sometimes forget who I am and writings like this makes me remind me of who I am and what I wanted to be.

Kahit gaano ka pa kasaya. Sa trabaho o eskwela. Kahit gaano ka pa kaaga pumasok O kung gaano na kagabi sa kalsada Uuwi ka pa rin nang magisa. May problemang hindi mo maibahagi sa iba Ni hindi mo gustong makita ng iba na nahihirapan ka Dahil nais mo lamang na makita nila  Ang iyong ngiti o tawa Nais mong makilala bilang masaya Bilang malakas At kahanga hanga Wala ng iba  Kalakip man nito Ang madalas ay wala kang makasama Madalas ay wala kang makatuwang O ang ang hindi ka maintindihan ng iba Kakayanin mo pa rin Hindi ba? Hindi mo kailangan ng awa Ang kailangan mo ay kasama Kaya sa buong araw At pagkakataon na ikaw ay makikibahagi Sa kakilala o kaibigan Sa trabaho o organisasying ki abibilangan Magsasalitan ng tawanan Hanggang sa tumungtong ang kwatro ng hapon Lalabas nang sama sama Maghihiwalay sa kanya kanyang kanto o sakayan At uuwi ka nanaman nang magisa.

Mahal kita Dahil ikaw ang gusto kong mahalin   Ikaw ang pinili kong mahalin Nang walang anumang pagaalala Kung gustuhin mo man ako pabalik O hindi   Gusto kitang mahalin Nang walang anumang pagaalinlangan Kung ako ba mismo ang mamahalin mo pabalik O ang mahalin mo lamang ang aking pagibig   Gusto kitang mahalin Sa paraang isa ka sa dahilan Upang mas mahalin ko ang aking sarili At walang anumang pagsisisi   Gusto kitang mahalin Sa abot ng aking makakaya At walang anumang kapalit   Gusto kitang mahalin Sa paraang mahal kita   At ikaw ang pinili kong mahalin.

There's this fear that bothers me that you might change I love you I made you my life I was fearful you might leave I was fearful that you might turn cold of me I was worried that you find me boring I was afraid I might change you That what if your feelings change Because as you can see I am not perfect Nor can give you everything But I promise you That I will give you my heart and love Until my last breath and / or  until you no longer need  or no longer longed for my love. I want to remove those fear, I may not have the things that you need I may not be always present for you At some point, I may not be any of help That you find other people capable My love may not be perfect It may be the only thing that I can offer Will you still hold me the same.

I just think how great to be with someone Whom I can share my sorrow, fears, and smiles Like how mid-afternoon got tan And our heart and soul rebell, it compiles As an old saying, true love never dies In midst of war, forfeit remain unheed My love never ceases; it conquers cries From our late amity, till death set us apart How are our dreams and peals of laughter we've wished The late-night talks and never-ending walks With the roads  we've taken, memoirs didn't vanish Dissimilar to our past affinity, I became unknown folk Do destiny is responsible, that I'm to be with you  Except for the fact that it is headed to be an asymptote Just how great it would be with someone like you It is love. It never fail. It simply didn't prosper.  That I with you.

                                                                                 Do you have any moments in life, where you're in a room, an empty space, or sitting in front of a landscape with complete solitude? You enjoy the scene both what your vision witnesses and what your brain trying to see. Then thoughts come in. Will drift you in the vast of nothingness and worry.  You won't have any second to ask yourself why you're thinking such things. You just have to digest it.                                           First of all, I want to thank my cat. When I was in the room where the darkness comes in, My...

Sa babeng aking mamahalin,                           Kasalukuyan kong inihahanda at ipinagbubuti aking sarili. Kaya naman huwag kang magalala kung marunong ba akong maglaba o magkula ng damit.Kailanman ay hindi ko pagsasamain ang dekolor at ang mga puti. Magaling din akong magsukat ng sinaing o magsangag ng hindi naubos na kanin. Kung nais mo naman ng masarsang ulam, kaya kitang ipaghain ng adobo basta't habaan mo lamang ang iyong pasensya dahil sa youtube lamang ako natuto.                         Hindi ko alam kung kailan ka darating o makikilala subalit kung ito nga'y plano Niya, alam kong ito'y sa tamang oras at panahon. Sana lamang rin ay tama ang outfit ko at hindi ako mukhang dugyutin sa oras na iyon. Wala naman akong inaasahang lugar. Hindi ka rin naman siguro galing sa ibang planeta kaya't sa mundong ibabaw parin tayo ...