Writings and Poems of Franz

  The fisrt photo was taken by Ma'am Ana, she was so surprised how naughty I am with how I posed. Next photo is one that I consider performatice pose. The third one is a photo that looks that I am beonged with them but really I just photobomed with! Haha! I love it when the one they share is the one I photobomed with. I am grateful to be with these poeple. They are all amazing.

  Earlier this day as I woke up after my long nap, I received a message on my tablet that I got to settle with my phone. The problem is that my phone's batttery was completely drained and my charger was used by my mother. Usually my response was full of anger because of what happened. By the grace of God and I believe with Mary's intercession, I was guided by the Holy Spirit. I then took my spare charger and use it instead. Not only that I was able to charge but also I was able to settle everything. One of the virtue that I want to imbed in my life is clarity.  Growing up, I noticed myself wasn't able to communicate properly. I just say yes to avoid clarification questions. This time, I am so glad that I was able to say things with clarity. I believe the messsage is clear with my mom. I love her so much. I am hoping to exercise Clarity more in my work, relationship, and my day-to-day job. Yes it will require more of me to really know what's happening inside of me, the c...

            A little update with my life lately, I am now living on my own supporting myself with my teaching job as a High School Computer Teacher. It's not a smooth sailing. It's been a challenging spiritual, mental, and emotional roller coaster for me.            Lately, I've been wrestling with my own thoughts that I feel more alone now than ever. It somehow derailed me on my journey plus the timing of never ending workloads of my work. It overwhelmed. I can only cry at night asking God for forgiveness from all of the bad things I've done.           I am glad it didn't end there.          It's Sunday, it's a day for me to be alive again. Where I hope and long for the grace of God. I accept Him in communion, I gone through confession, and praised God for all the things he has done for me. The response is so peaceful tthat I cannot explain it by words. I am so g...

God nourishes you that the fruit you bear may bless others. If your tree will be shaken by the quakes of difficulties Which fruit will fall? Or it will all just be withered branches and leaves. What impression will you leave? Before you even confess it, you are already forgiven, so don't waste your time on your own suffering. God loves you. All He wants from you is your repentant and changed heart. To leave your old ways who satisfy the world, and follow His ways that leads to goodness.   The change of heart will be seen on your change of life. Proven by the fruits of all your works. Because you are made by God to work. To show God's glory through your work. Plan the trees today. The trees on a frim foundation. So that when it quake difficulties shook you The fruits that fell from you, The of goodness, will feed the needy.

I am writing this as a testament of God's love for me.           In my previous days of living, I was constantly in a chase. Finding what's the next good thing. What could make my life easier? As if I should be doing something right now. Lavishing myself in spending, shopping, eating outside, and finding happiness in the external world. I never felt fulfilled. There's always something better or greater that I have to chase next.           Not until this night. Praying. Asking God for guidance and assistance. Truly, when you ask as His child, He will respond. His to mine was immediate. A voice called me, Share Jesus today. And I do to my brother. Then the Holy Spirit led me to hug my brother. I was like, Oh Jesus, you're horrible. Why at this hour or time? Then He said to me, “Just follow”, and you will be rewarded. I didn't let the time pass because I know that I may miss the opportunity. I did it.       ...

What am I even thinking this time?              Where am I right now? Am I better? What have I accomplished? What more can I accomplish? I just know that there's more I can accomplish. I can be more. The only person that is stealing me from that  from my future self is me.              If  I can lookback, learn, and evaluate. I am way too good for a short period of time and they I would drift off. Later on I will realized that I spent so much time drifting. I know God has better plan for me, Yet I always force things I decided for myself. Abandoning wisdom, a gift from God.              I am sorry for putting my woman together with my own misery, Instead of righteousness, Mama Mary pray for me that I may be forgiven, I get to put my woman in lustful situation. May you help me redefine my love for her for as a real love.           ...

I said to myself. I will be successful, so that I can be a son to my father. Treat him to restaurants, buy him whatever he wants, give him gifts. But none of those really matters. Nothing will substitute for the real love a father needs. They need no cars or foods in fancy restaurants. They just want their child. To be with them. I just want to be a son to my father. To make him feel he is my father and I am his son who cares for him. I just missed my father.