reflection and life audit

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What am I even thinking this time?


           Where am I right now? Am I better? What have I accomplished? What more can I accomplish? I just know that there's more I can accomplish. I can be more. The only person that is stealing me from that  from my future self is me.

          If  I can lookback, learn, and evaluate. I am way too good for a short period of time and they I would drift off. Later on I will realized that I spent so much time drifting. I know God has better plan for me, Yet I always force things I decided for myself. Abandoning wisdom, a gift from God.

            I am sorry for putting my woman together with my own misery, Instead of righteousness, Mama Mary pray for me that I may be forgiven, I get to put my woman in lustful situation. May you help me redefine my love for her for as a real love.

          I am sorry for delaying everything that God has put for me. Jesus enlighten my heart and soul. Teach me to surrender my body and desires. So I may live for you. Teach me how to be effective.

             Lord Jesus, I love to do many things.

            Lord Jesus, I've tried many things, and on those things I didn't pursue greatness. Help me God, So I may be a reflection of your greatness. Open my mind to pursue great awesome things. May your love fill my heart.

            Teach me to balance things out. So I may become an effective person. Below are the things I'd love to pursue. For these things I am average or below. Teach me to be great at this. So I may give you back the glory and honor.

- Teacher                                

- Photographer

- Trader

- Attractive Person

- Good at communication

Little things I can do that will have big impact on my life:

1. Reading book each day.             (10 pages per day)                        => Personal Development

2. Exercise everyday.                     (Calisthenics/ Boxing)                  => Respect

3. Take Picture everyday.               (Study photography block.)          => Skill

4. Back test everyday.                    (1-2 weeks per day)                       => Investing in Future

5. Daily Reading, Rosary.              (Quite hours, Record Reels)          => Strengthening Faith

6. Manage my social media.          (Post reels, Post Photography)       => Open Opportunities

7. Review LET Daily                     (Block 1 Hour per Day)                 => Preparing for another pursuit 

8. Audit day/ plan tomorrow


How do a professional teacher behaves? How can I be a professional teacher?

How do professional photographer delivers? How can I be a professional photographer?

How do professional traders act? How can I act like one?


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