Writings and Poems of Franz

                                                                                 Do you have any moments in life, where you're in a room, an empty space, or sitting in front of a landscape with complete solitude? You enjoy the scene both what your vision witnesses and what your brain trying to see. Then thoughts come in. Will drift you in the vast of nothingness and worry.  You won't have any second to ask yourself why you're thinking such things. You just have to digest it.                                           First of all, I want to thank my cat. When I was in the room where the darkness comes in, Mysti, my cat just literally meowed at me as if she was telling me I wasn't alone. Tears poured in and damn I'm smiling yey I'm crying. Again?                                           In order, here are the things that I was thinking about at that time. My funeral, when will I die, will I graduate before it, why do my Mom always mad at me, will she

Sa babeng aking mamahalin,                           Kasalukuyan kong inihahanda at ipinagbubuti aking sarili. Kaya naman huwag kang magalala kung marunong ba akong maglaba o magkula ng damit.Kailanman ay hindi ko pagsasamain ang dekolor at ang mga puti. Magaling din akong magsukat ng sinaing o magsangag ng hindi naubos na kanin. Kung nais mo naman ng masarsang ulam, kaya kitang ipaghain ng adobo basta't habaan mo lamang ang iyong pasensya dahil sa youtube lamang ako natuto.                         Hindi ko alam kung kailan ka darating o makikilala subalit kung ito nga'y plano Niya, alam kong ito'y sa tamang oras at panahon. Sana lamang rin ay tama ang outfit ko at hindi ako mukhang dugyutin sa oras na iyon. Wala naman akong inaasahang lugar. Hindi ka rin naman siguro galing sa ibang planeta kaya't sa mundong ibabaw parin tayo magkikita. Ngayon pa lamang ay ikinagagalak ko na ang makilala ka at makita ka ng aking mga sulat.                         Marami rin

       I feel burnt out today and the best I know to make myself calmer is to write. Just type what bothers in my mind and what my consciousness wanted to release.      In a way in which I no longer restrict myself if my words are repetitive or my spellings were wrong or even I speak in Tagalog. Kaya naman let me list nalang what runs in my mind. 1. I hope my thesis groupmates realize what their priorities are and make time of it. 2. I hope I can be better handling things and situations., 3. Next time I will allow myself more to be wrong. 4. And I why the heck I avoid myself to write?! .....and the moment that I start writing my thoughts just vanished like a bubble been plucked. and for hours of being honest of myself I just realized that I am writing outwardly before. I write to make people and readers amazed and amused of my writing which is I can never get control. What I really want is to just write. Regardless of the grammar, spelling, language, or tone. That this is my Diary. I g