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Love Over Despair

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It was a normal day going back to our school faculty as a teacher when I tried to open my laptop. Unfortunately, it was not booting up normally. It crashes multiple times than I expect it to be. It' around 3:45 so I decided to continue fixing it at home. By the time I got home, I ate my dinner then setup my laptop to fix. I've got to do something on it.  Oh wait! I've got an idea. My laptop just needs a reset. Sounds easy. It does. But not on my laptop. It gave me such a hard time and frustration.  Normally what I would do is to watch couple or Instagram reels until I feel enough tension with my sexual hormone, watch pron and get into an endless loop of frustration. But not over last night. The Holy Spirit inside of me is so strong that it embraced my mind to do the best thing. My brain knew that I am just bored.  Instead of doing those thing that would lead me to immorality, I instead watched an inspirational film what was also inspired by the Bible. The movie series nam...

I am free. God saved me.

For years, coming from childhood, coming to highschool, senior highschool, and then to college, even on my first year working. Upon reflecting, I know that I am in despair and clogged into earthly desire. Sex and pornography is my biggest struggle back then. Not until I am introduced to Feast, many Sundays that I've attended I know that my relationship with God grows stronger every single day. Then I was invited in Jesus Encounter after having sessions with my Love Someone Today family. Hopefully there's a recording of what happened during those days. God is real. I submitted myself to Him. And He set me free from everything that I gave up on Him. He died on the cross for me. And now I am free.